Taking the first steps to loosing weight isn't easy, Its damn hard. My daughter is going to be 4 in August, and I have been overweight since her birth, and I am FINALLY doing something about it.
The first thing I had to do was accept how I got here. After Kaylee was born, I developed post partum depression, which lead to a lot of drinking and a lot of eating. The more depressed I was, the more I drank and ate, the more I drank and ate, the more weight I gained, making more depressed. The cycle was vicious. And for along time, I was in denial. I kept telling myself that I would stop drinking, that I would eat better, exercise. Fast forward 3 1/2 years, and here I am still overweight. Looking back over my little girls babyhood and toddlerhood, I have been in very few photos, so many moments I didn't join in for because I feeling too self conscious. It is so sad. And the ones that I was in, disgusted me. I woke up one day, after trying on everything I owned, and having to settle on a pair of my husbands sweatpants, I sat and cried. I cried for many reasons, I cried because I had no clothes that fit, I cried because of the stretch marks that occurred not from my pregnancy but from the weight after, I cried for my marriage, I cried for my daughter - what kind of example was I setting for her? And that is when I decided it was time to get off my ass, stop making excuses for myself, and make a change. I didn't know where to start. I had no energy to exercise, no will power over food. So I started doing research. After what felt like 2 months of looking at every product on the market, I purchased Skinny Fiber! They engage you in a 90 day challenge and offer you a 60 day money back guarantee, so I thought "what the hell do I have to loose?"
I started my challenge this week. They ask you to submit a before photo...
And then they had you weigh in... I cant believe I am even typing this... but I weighed in at 198lbs. My very supportive husband took the photo for me. I am not supposed to weigh in for 7 days once starting. I started Monday 2/24/14. But, I can say that I already feel a difference. Less bloated feeling. I cant wait to see how much I loose at the end of the 90 day challenge.
So I started this blog to document my journey, and maybe inspire someone else to take their first steps. I will also post recipes and health tips I learn and use along the way. Please feel free to leave a comment, ask questions, I am open to anything but negativity, I let my own stand in my way long enough.
Check out skinny fiber for yourself. Take the 90 day challenge...
you have nothing to loose but the weight!
http://Beautyinsideandout.SBC90.com